In January 1990, along with tens of thousands of others, she fled the valley and settled in a refugee camp in Jammu. She had no clue what would happen to her job as a schoolteacher. Terrifying tales of killings dissuaded her from even trying to find out. Lamenting the loss of her home, she received a phone call from a colleague who was still in the valley.
The colleague assured her that peace had returned, and she could come, stay with the colleague, and collect her salary that was due. Nervous but hopeful, she went back to the valley in June and stayed with her colleague at Bandipora. She never came back.

