Chameleon Lights is a coming-of-age anthology of 20 poems. A moving book, it reveals itself with repeated reading.
With various moods and mindsets, the poet comes across as a passive onlooker, going through the motions of life, but with constant chatter in his head, trying to find the purpose of life.
He also plunges into dark spaces, wherein his values are tested, only for him to come out from his troubles stronger, with renewed conviction in his beliefs.
Let my deeds guide the lost and restless,
To find the strength they always had.
Let us rise in a calm bond of brotherhood,
Let injustice fear our belief.
(Poem: Prayer to God of Rebellion)
The storm and calm create a picturesque contrast, drawing the reader in, sometimes dazed and another moment mystified.
Some poems are almost visual and ‘An Honest Soliloquy’ and ‘A Destined Tale’ are particularly vivid.
In this palace I sit alone,
I fade as my stained glory enjoys its immortality,
A constant reminder of a sordid legacy,
For I am made of baser things.
(Poem: An Honest Soliloquy)
The serpentine road cumbered,
The jagged Sulaiman hills in its coils,
Caught in the moon’s silver aura,
I was left bare to the coming turmoil
(Poem: A Destined Tale)
You are almost sitting beside the rogue in the empty palace hall as he reminisces over the remains of his legacy, or with the lone man on the hill on a spooky moonlit night.
The brush stroke continues through the book, some places dark, with a splash of red, and a few places with gentle and pastel hues. Be it in ‘Love Letter’, ‘Modern Affection’, ‘Canine Love’ or ‘The Artist of the Soul’, there is romance, longing, the sweet ache of love.
But I pay no heed to what they say,
For if I don’t tell you how I feel,
I am afraid you shall be someone else’s the next day.
If my heart yearns to love and keep you mine,
Then what is sleep to come in my way.
(Poem: Love Letter)
When asked what made him put the pen to paper in verse, Ayushman says, “I write only when I have been hit by an emotional sledgehammer. Growing up and in day-to-day life, one experiences an uncommon recipe of inspiration, despair, love and strength, which brings one closer to who they are and what they are capable of. Wise men call it growing pains and I, inspiration. ‘Chameleon Lights’ is one such journey and I am sure those who read the book, will find themselves somewhere between the lines.”
Ayushman hails from Jammu, and poetry runs in his blood.
He is the grandson of celebrated Dogri poet Randhir Singh, also known in literary circles as Kunwar Viyogi. Randhir Singh is the author of the renowned Dogri poem 'Ghar', for which he received the coveted Sahitya Akademi award in 1980.
He passed away in September 2015 and his family launched the Kunwar Viyogi Memorial Trust to create a platform for the promotion and preservation of Dogri literature, to empower young artists to showcase and hone their craft.
Ayushman has dedicated his book to his grandfather, who he affectionately called 'Tiger Nanu'.
“My grandfather was a storyteller,” says Ayushman. “With his expressive green eyes he would mesmerise me and spin beautiful stories. ‘Ghar’ itself is a masterpiece depicting the emotional turbulence of a home and how it provides love and comfort to the most restless spirits. I hope I have inherited even one percent of his talent, and so this book is a tribute to the poet Kunwar Viyogi.”
‘Chameleon Lights’ is an interplay of the poet’s emotions as he journeys between his heart and mind. The poet takes the reader on a roller-coaster ride from boyhood to finding his centre and context to life. Like Ayushman says, you will indeed find yourself between the lines.
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